Personal abyss

Leave? Are you serious? Dude, it's like ripping out a piece of living flesh. For example, the little pinkie on your foot; you will be able to live, and even happily without that littlefinger, but nothing will ever fill the tiny void remaining in its place.
And you know what the trick is? You can continue amputating allyour toes one after another, but if you lose your legs, you're a total goof.
Are you still hoping for prosthesis? Don't kid yourself buddy, if you’ve decided to look inside this space… Look down the rabbit hole of your own suffering, your own personal abyss. It only exists for you, it's scary yet welcoming. It'll be a short chapter of your story and the freedom in which life begins.